I woke up at 7am today, which was the reason why I was late to work. But I'm not gonna put 'woke up late' on the reasoning column! I saw a guard with a gun at my exit toll this morning. Can u imagine, putting your safety in their hand and  just with one click, u are dead! Innalillah to the poor victim.

Came back from sampling trip in Bintulu last Wednesday gave me a good reason to be a lazy ass at work today!

Bridge of Sighs, Oxford, England 2007 (I cropped my head off!)

Harry Potter's Dining Hall, Oxford 2007

I joined my ex-housemate for the trip to Oxford University in 2007. Just a short one day visit there and I don't recall most of it because it was an 'usrah' trip. heeeee...Just to support the organizer (my dear ex-housemate). Oh this time N is just a friend. :)

Maybe this video can boost me up!

We got officers meeting this morning regarding kenaikan pangkat. Yes, in government sector, kenaikan gaji memg every year which is takla byk but alhamdulillah la kan (tiap2 hari dengar dkt radio suruh bersyukur). But for our scheme of work, the top management came up with some guideline to replace the PTK system. Everyone so eager to ask questions, and if they were given all day pun still tak cukup masa to ask question and condemning the system. Hee..So we the young officer pun berkobar2 to do some improvement with our work by joining all those persatuan yg ada to increase our social marks for future undertaking besides the research projects. Huhu

So, enough about work life. 2days ago, I fb msging my old friend. Last time I checked she unfriend me and S in FB. So I wonder why. I'm not wondering why but I knew why. Last year, she came to our house and brought some friends to promote us with PB. Time tu tengah malam pukul 12 dah after our badminton session friday night. Memg tak dinafikan me and my other friends condemn habis2 my so called old friend, let me give the name ID. Mcm2 yg we all marah si ID ni becos ktrg memg tak suke MLM. Then esoknya ID balik to her hometown and actually she came to KL just to attend the MLM seminar. OK fine la kan nak tumpang our house kita tak kisah. Then S and me marah si ID ni kat msg, we said few nasty things sbb rude la kan dtg memalam umah org pastu bwk kawan nk jual PB. Start hari tu ktrg memg tak baik dah tak bertanya khabar langsung.

So back to 2 days ago, bila I dah meningkat usia ni and I think back, I pun salah layan tetamu mcm tu mlm tu. So I decided to send msg to ID. And today she replied. The reason why she unfriend me and S was not becos of 'that' night thing. Adala jugak sikit2 pasal tu but the main point was because dia ada rasa riak bila dia post pape kat fb related to her husband and baby when knowing me and S read it. Sebabnya explaination dia adalah kerana dia ada husband and anak, and me have no one (of course she don't know about N). Im fine with the fact that she has husband and baby. In fact, I'm happy with all my friends yg dah move on with their live with the husband and baby stuff. I'm happy with my life now with my own way. I don't need pity from my  friends. Kalau single ni nampak sedih ke? (yeah people dont know about N). So I tatau nak respon apa dekat si ID ni. Everyone has their own target in their life. We are no one to judge others life. Kalau yg bergelandangan di Sg Klang tu happy with their life, siapa kita untuk menyuruh diorg cari rumah untuk berteduh?

I'm just not in mood to read journals.

I stressed and I sad! We bought one trip for next year, late January 2014 until Feb 6th. Yesterday I got email, I have to go training in the UK, Stirling, Scotland to be exact for 3months! Yes I'm happy learning new things but the training will be conducted in Jan - March. huwaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

Urghhhh !!!!! ikutkan hati nak heret N sekali bole?? This weekend I balik kg for raya. N tinggal sorg. The next week I outstation Bintulu, N tinggal sorg. The next 2 weeks nya N go for marking papers, I tinggal sorg. Nak ikut... :(

The Blue Bonnet, Houston, Texas 2008
Sebiru blue bonnet, biru lagi lautan tangisan hatiku huwaaa

Nothing new on last weekend. The same old routine. But we purchased one trip at MITM Travel Fair. Travelling to N's wish place. So next trip it will be my wish place to visit. Yayyy!! This morning I was shocked by an accident near Serdang RnR. I don't know the details because I don't want to look at the accident. It was on the right lane and I was on the right lane. Bomba still there to pull out the victim I think. I cepat2 tukar lane and passed the place with goose bumps all over my body. I tak suke terserempak dengan accident and the victim still there. Dah beberapa kali I terserempak kejadian camni otw to work. It always give me goose bumps!

I'm not appreciate it when I helped people, they just keep on coming and take advantage on me! BYkk cantekk dah bagi betis nak peha pulak! I helped my cousin to check on his grammar for several papers he wrote. And now he wanted me to do adjustment on the sentence to improve his paper. WTF?? Ingat aku tade keje ke? Paper aku pun tak siap2. Byk cantekkk. COusin tak cousin. BUat sendiri!

Castle in Wollaton Park, Nottinghamshire 2007
It was Batman's new home in The Dark Knight Rises
Berlagak dgn N because I went there without her :p

Last weekend, we sold our Genie water filter. Alhamdulillah, eventhough 50% discounted from the actual price, still a piece of rezeki for us. 

After the little business was done, N and I watched Runner Runner in GSC Mid Valley. A hell of boring movie. Before the movie, like a normal couple, we queued up to buy popcorn. I was really2 hungry (we had fried spaghetti from last night for breakfast) then I told N to buy the largest popcorn they sell. N said no way we can finish them. Then I said I can. N dared me to finish them and as a reward she'll give me RM10.

I don't want to put pressure on me eating the popcorn as it will make me feeling so fat!! Then N said, okey make it RM50 !!!

And I still refused it. Sorry for my bimbo thought (as N put it I was a bit 'slow' in thinking), I was thinking, it doesn't matter how much it was but I still need to finish the same size of popcorn and some more it 50 bucks, how hard can it be??!! Then I said, OKEY I agree. Yeah I know for some people they don't have the difficulty to finish the largest popcorn in GSC. But for me, the little one still a hell of struggle!

Andddddd......thennnnnn........in the movie, I started eating the popcorn before the iklan lagi!! and I did it !!!! I finished it all and it was not even half of movie yet I already finished. Hehehehe.. N gave me RM50 !!

* I think I can sign up for eating race kind of thing * 

I liked it when N sing this song (Maybe she can give me another 50? *wink*)