I hate farewell! They treated me like a family (at least that what I felt at that moment). Seminggu dah kat rumah, on the same bed with N. We are trying to be a better us. Something bothering me lately, maybe PMS kot.

I miss Stirling. N cakap mesti aku akan rindukan diorg. And I said..ermm yeah a little bit..but truly, I'm missing them so much..I hope I can get rid of this feeling. I'm happy that I'm with N now but my work environment is not great. Hence, the missing part.

Dumyat, Stirling, May 2014

I'll be in Malaysia, in our house exactly by this time (Malaysia time) next week. We  made it, N and I..We survived this cruel distance.

Apparently, I enjoyed myself here in countryside. I enjoyed the people, the food and the shopping of course. I love the accent, I love the culture. But my heart belongs to home. I have to go back home.

Maybe I'll come back someday, meeting my good friends here. Am gonna miss them surely. We promised to keep in touch but it will never be the same without our own coffee time, laughing and gossiping.

3 months..not as bad as I imagined..

Tak sampai lagi dua minggu dah nak balik!! 1 weekend left yayyy!!!

Last week I was in Southampton. Went to London, Olympic Park to be exact, had lunch there with my good friend, Tiger.

Came back to Stirling on Saturday night, went for a walk on Sunday. Started my new procedure on Monday and still can't finish it today. He confessed! Oh yeap! I got me an admirer here. He always say that he loves me and all, flirt with me. I just ignored it. And today he confessed. I said to him that I'm happy that someone do like me but I'm sorry I'm not gonna do anything about that. Of course I'm not going to tell him about N.

And I go back home after work, called N and told N about 'that'...I can never hide anything from N. Even I didn't plan to tell her about 'that' but I think she should know...So told N, and she tried not to freak out..phewww!!!

He's married anyway so...yeap! Awkward day tomorrow and after...huhuhu...Lucky me!