Nice one Sara!

One box sealed! I rearranged it yesterday and voila! heheheh...Syok tengok the mentalist, that guy, Simon Baker, an Australian, very good looking and charming..

I need to pack for sampling tomorrow..just for a night..N and I booked and paid for cruise trip again depart in August..Supposedly this year we're going to Beijing but I'm not gonna take chances of being hated by Chinese there due to what happened to MH..so N owed me one trip! It just gonna be the two of us again, like Gold Coast (also N's place)..

Can't wait to go home but a wee-bit sad to leave here..I'll come back one day...maybe with N (finger-crossed)

Too much of British song!

I gave this song to N years ago. 

Yeap, I miss N so much. 

She must be sleeping like a baby now.

I like to tease her when she slept, because she'll get annoyed with it and I just love it.

We have a new breathing object at home. Last night, I took him from my aunt. Because he can't get along with the other one. We afraid both of them will suffer of stress while putting them together. So yeah he is in our house now. Just a few minutes after we arrived, he was mistakenly hurt N on the chest ! Hehehe kesian N..

He's belong to my brother. We took care of him just for a while before my brother settled down. N and I already decided to have one of our own but not until next year. So this one will be an experiment for us. He woke me up at 0350am this morning with his ngiau-ing !! OMG I can't sleep until 0600am! And N was sleeping like a baby *sigh*.

N is a very passionate person. When she likes something, she will be very2 into it. And sometimes i feel like being replaced. She will talk about it with all of her emotions and sometimes i dont have a clue what is she talking about. *Sigh*

When I first met you all those years ago,
I'm not fall in love so fast, But there you were,
You were the one and only one for me;
I'd never have to look for love again.

Each anniversary finds us happier;
You are my light, shining bright through my life.
You show me what real love is all about,
You fill my life with pleasure, joy and fun.

As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.
You're the most amazing woman I ever knew.
I prize our anniversaries because
Each year I fall in love again with you. 5 wonderful years. Thank you and thank you. Love....N ;)

Last weekend, we sold our Genie water filter. Alhamdulillah, eventhough 50% discounted from the actual price, still a piece of rezeki for us. 

After the little business was done, N and I watched Runner Runner in GSC Mid Valley. A hell of boring movie. Before the movie, like a normal couple, we queued up to buy popcorn. I was really2 hungry (we had fried spaghetti from last night for breakfast) then I told N to buy the largest popcorn they sell. N said no way we can finish them. Then I said I can. N dared me to finish them and as a reward she'll give me RM10.

I don't want to put pressure on me eating the popcorn as it will make me feeling so fat!! Then N said, okey make it RM50 !!!

And I still refused it. Sorry for my bimbo thought (as N put it I was a bit 'slow' in thinking), I was thinking, it doesn't matter how much it was but I still need to finish the same size of popcorn and some more it 50 bucks, how hard can it be??!! Then I said, OKEY I agree. Yeah I know for some people they don't have the difficulty to finish the largest popcorn in GSC. But for me, the little one still a hell of struggle!

Andddddd......thennnnnn........in the movie, I started eating the popcorn before the iklan lagi!! and I did it !!!! I finished it all and it was not even half of movie yet I already finished. Hehehehe.. N gave me RM50 !!

* I think I can sign up for eating race kind of thing * 

I liked it when N sing this song (Maybe she can give me another 50? *wink*)

Penah tak bangun tdoe rasa malas nak pegi keje? Everyday kan rasa camtu? Amazed sgt if u wake up and feel so energetic that u can die if ure not working. So today, I chose the first one. MALAS sgt2.

6am I terjaga pegi toilet then I tdoe balik. 634am alarm bunyi lagi so I berkira2 nak bangun ke tak. Kalau ikutkan dah lambat tu. I should have wake up at 620am so that I can have clean record this month. I buat kira2 dalam otak cukup tak nak survive my 10days left annual leave until december. Cukup2 makanla...dgn raya haji, kawin si S, or maybe my birthday (N sila take note). So I tried to wake up dengan gigih bukak pakaian. But ended up I rasa nak nangis MALAS. So I tdoe balik. I said to N, 'malass....nak tdoe je...' then she said something I tak dengar I tdoe je.  (",)

Coincidentally, today Beebest water heater nak dtg and N can't be home. So I wait for 3pm for beebest people. Turned out our water heater is fine. Yayyy!!! alhamdulillah boleh mandi air panas lagiii...bercinta nak mandi dgn air sejuk...I ok je..N la seksa..dahla nak mandi tu memg bergaduh satu rumah dlu...

Last 2 weeks we got wiring problem..tatau la kena tipu dengan contractor or we all yg buta electric stuff (memg pon). Nasib baik tak meletop je rumah ni with overload current. Oh btw fius tnb memang dah rentung pun. Tunggu masa je. hoho. So we fixed them up already and hanguslah sebanyak couple of bucks. At least bukan diri sendiri yang rentung. So after this we have to be more ambil-tahu-kind-of-people. Jangan sbb nak murah serahkan semua dekat org tu buatkan. Geram and sakit hati dekat contractor tu I tak angkat his call or reply his msg after he turned down on me when I asked him to come home to check the wiring.

Rumah dah selesa, alhamdulillah. Now we need to save money again and plan for trip to somewhere. Dah lama habiskan masa dengan rumah ni. It is not easy to own this house. So many pahit manis for us to actually live in this house. Other people can say so many things but they don't know shit. I suke guna ayat 'Persetankan orang lain' dengan N so that she can forget what people said and smile .

Exhausted till hard to breathe. No this is literally hard to breathe. I even went to checked up. Doc said my lung is alright. And my back pain is due to muscle cramp?? okla senang citer dah tua. haha

We are very excited with this moving house thing. In another 2 weeks, we will leave our 3-years-rented-home. This few months were very crazy. I can feel all the baju and seluar loosen a bit. Haha perasan.

For N and I, process beli rumah ni memenatkan jiwa. Physically is alright. But mentally we can not handle it anymore. If anyone ask us to do it one more time, a BIG no to them. But maybe another 5-7 years, we will think to buy another property. We decided to move out to another rental place a year and a half ago. But, with N's calculation skill, we ended up looking for a perfect place to buy.

After several considerations, we decided to buy just 5 mins walking distance place to stay. A year ago we chose  THIS exactly place to buy. Tatau lah kenapa. Nak jugak dekat situ even though tade org nak jual   their property to us. Why? Sbb I nak buat gov loan. The agent tanak sbb lambat katanya. Then after more calculations, we decided to take bank loan. About more than 10 houses kita tgok, mcm2 masalah, not from us, from the agent, owner, the houses.Sammpaiiilaahh this particular house. The agent tak temankan pun pergi tengok. Kita tengok sendiri. Harga sgt murah time tu. Risau takut rumah tu ape2 kan. But the owner nak jual sbb nak pergi Haji and nak amik berkat jual murah ( I pun tak paham apa kaitan). Alhamdulillah urusan deposit semua dipermudahkan. Lawyer semua dah standby. Documents were perfect until one problem came up! The owner tatau yg tenant dia dlu tak bayar maintenance fees. They owed the developer about 27K!! Time nih dah almost 3months after SnP. I pushed my lawyer and we decided to help the owner to settle the bill. I gamble je. Kalau dia tipu pun I tawakkal. So we did the undertaking letter and all legals doc sorted out.

May 16th, our lawyer called and said, the key is in her office now. Yayyy!! Alhamdulillah....Now takut tunggu reimbursement pulak. After few weeks, finally! Everything is settled. Even all the bills pun owner settle kan. Rumah tu bersih without any hutang lagi. Sekrg pening cari contractor to renovate pulak. We never experienced this before so masa byk habiskan dgn research apa yg patut. Sampaila ktrg dapat 1 quotation ni dgn harga berpatutan dgn apa yg we all nak.The renovation started 2weeks ago and now almost finished! The house is very2 beautiful for me and N.

2weekends we spent to buy the appliances and lampu, kipas, water heater. Semua main research je. And tawakkal sahaja dgn pilihan sendiri. KC and wardrobe pun we all buat, now tgh tggu siap sahaja. Alhamdulillah...Berbaloi semua penat lelah and mentally disturbed emotion. Haha.

All of these will be in our memory...5years and still counting.. :)

I have nothing important to write but for the sake of writing something. Oh well! I just write.

I'm going to Xiamen on this very Sunday. Nervous travelling alone. Not that I never done it before but it was long time ago during study. But it should be ok, just 4hours to Guangzhou and exchange to Xiamen.

Will be there for 2weeks. N will be alone. Hope she will be fine.

Thank God that I have assistant now to do work in the lab. So I dont have to feel burden leaving some work behind. Honestly I can't wait for Xiamen as so many things I will learn there mostly related to what I do now. But leaving N is the most difficult situation to face in the world for me.

Looking forward for May!! Vietnam! Oh May will be very2 hectic. Lets see !

May 2 => Sunway Lagoon!! (Us)

May 5 - 8 =>  ISO Training in Cherating (Me) ..Shoot! have to change this!

May 5 - 11 => Marking Papers in KL (N)

May 18 - 21 => Vietnam!! (Us)

May 24 - June 2 => RTC Training in Kuala Terengganu (Me)

I will be away from home for the whole month!!

But N like this version more

Oh well she always fell in love with Pentatonix anyway!

There are few attitudes in the office that REALLY2 annoying!!

1) Jealousy tak mengena tempat and sebab

2) Firestone

3) Condemn without any good reason

HATING THEM SO MUCH!!!

Thursday already! Punyelah busy sampai tanak ada wiken bole?? Tomorrow will be going to N's house for her brother's wedding. Stay for the night.

Saturday is the wedding. Go back home at night.

Sunday will attend the purple walk thingy. *Not that I want too but it's bloody compulsory. Benciii!!!*

They steal my sunday! Then, after walking thingy, go back home change, shoot to PWTC for Matta fair.

Monday, going to Perhentian for sampling until Thursday.

Friday, working as usual.

Monday again, payday!!! Yayyyyy !!! Cepat kan??

We booked a trip to Ho Chi Minh in courtesy of Matta Fair..hehe...Flight booked! Hotel booked! Wait until May. Yayyy !! First housemates trip..Oh well shopping trip!

Being in government sector, one thing u have to bare is 'amalan gosip menggosip'. And now I'm the victim. For me, it's easy, 'selagi ko tak kaco periuk nasik aku, ikut suke la ko nak cakap ape, nak tunggang terbalik ke, I don't care' tapiiii kalo se sen pun gaji aku kurang, ke lubang cacing aku cari ko! '

Next 2 weeks I will be in Perhentian for sampling. Haven't told N yet. Kesian dia nak settlekan wedding adiknya. Next month I'll be in Xiamen, China for training for 2 weeks. Tinggal N lagi...And the next month again in Terengganu for a week, another international training.. LETIHHHHH !!!!! nak cutiiiiii !!!!

Our house will be ready in April, Insya Allah.....lama dah drag nih...Lawyer pun dah penat layan I duk wassap dia..nasiblah! this year punya Annual Leave belum amik, mana boleh jadik! I want holidayyyy !!!!

**This entry is supposed for last week.

Yeah people! keep on speculating. It will help the unfortunate. Silly!

I am BUSY !!! nasib baik esok i cuti.. JB, here we come :)

Alone at home can be fun and can be boring. N went back to Seremban as she had family thing. Why didn't I follow her?I don't want to. I'm not good with other's family, it makes me miss my family more and felt guilty not to go back as much as I can. It's ok I'm going back on CNY. Yayy !!

N gave me this song 2years ago I think. Something bothering us and she just made me smile by giving this song. Planning to go to Janda Baik on Hari Wilayah's Holiday. yayyy again!

You must continue your journey as it's just the beginning of your life

There were a kind of bacteria/animal/fungi at our home now and we don't know what that is! Scary! And it can move!! Double scary!! What to do?? It is not termite. *Goosebumps*

You gotta get up and try try try !!

Never lose hope :)



I'm thinking of further my study to PhD soon. I mean very soon because of several factors in life. N also have to continue her study but she's still in doubt when or where to continue. I don't have slightest idea what project that interest me for PhD. So now I tried to google as much information about it. For sure it has to be in line with my job specs now if I want to get funding from M*OSTI or else I need to apply for M*ARA. But not very sure about M*ARA procedure.. *sigh*..Me and N haven't talk about this yet. Maybe we can discuss it while cruising through Phuket and Krabi?? Hehe. What a boring life pegi holiday then talk about study?? Perhaps anyone can help me in this. I can go talk to my boss but I'm afraid he will tell that bitch! huhu. It's ok, I will do my search first then later talk to him.

I like this song but always failed to sing :p

N tak suka sebab slow sangat dia cakap