tetibe teringat bestfriend lama..she is still my bf, but we dont contact each other that much. her birthday is the same with N, July 14th! She got married to i dont know who but it was a match-made wedding. afterall i think shes happy with her decision after what she has gone through with her ex. i miss her very much. i started close to her since form 2, almost 13 years ago.

i senang dgn dia. suka bercerita dengan dia and she layan je i yg suke bercakap mende bukan2 ni. it started when i asked her to teach me mathematics (i bodoh math dulu and sangat2 amazed dia pandai math).. and i taught her english (not that i'm good but booleeyyy la)... then we were close until form 3. form 4 i pindah pegi MRSM and she went to sekolah teknik. sedih sgt terpaksa berpisah dgn dia. i sangat2 tension dkt MRSM, ended up i dont have any close friend. what funny was that ktrg penah jeles2 with each other after we became very close. if tetibe i close with someone else, she'll get jealous and vice versa. it was just a plain friendship and nothing else. SUMPAH tak tipu.

she never told me anything about her family untill i knew some story about her dad. my dad told me. ktrg satu kampung so the story spread. and later i knew her sibling's problems. she didn't open up to me. that was the thing that i regretted until now. i'm not a very good friend sampaikan i tak perasan pun dia ada problem, when it comes to my problem, dia lah yang i carik2. now, she is a chemistry teacher in johor. i hope she is happy with her life now. there are so many things that i want to tell her but i just want to see her happy and i dont want to bother her with my boring story anymore. i love u E and thank you for being in my life and u still have that spot in my heart.



Spain, March 2008



Cordoba, Spain, March 2008

I am BUSY !!! nasib baik esok i cuti.. JB, here we come :)

Alone at home can be fun and can be boring. N went back to Seremban as she had family thing. Why didn't I follow her?I don't want to. I'm not good with other's family, it makes me miss my family more and felt guilty not to go back as much as I can. It's ok I'm going back on CNY. Yayy !!

N gave me this song 2years ago I think. Something bothering us and she just made me smile by giving this song. Planning to go to Janda Baik on Hari Wilayah's Holiday. yayyy again!

I planned things in my head, 5 seconds later I forgot what I just planned. Dah tua ke? *nangis*

We love Paris so much, who didn't? :)
Eiffel Tower, Paris, 2009

From Eiffel Tower but not center enough

Went there early summer, June 2009 after final year exam. Yes, just two of us. Luckily we survived the trip from Paris to Nice, then Cannes, Grasse and Monte Carlo (Monaco) and back to Nottingham from Nice Airport. A pleasant trip it was.

It's Monday and I have to listen to breastfeed talk again and again. Yeah, my colleagues are talking about that for whole day and the whole week. New mums!Arghhhhh !!!!!

Greece, Jun 2007

Breathtakingly beautiful

I'm really2 in love with TV series! It doesn't matter what kind  of series it is but it must be worth to watch.

Now I'm watching Nikita. Already season 3 now. Can't get enough of it.



You must continue your journey as it's just the beginning of your life

I named my car, Nenon because of its colour like neon (but neon is colorless!)..oh well i don't know why in my head neon is orangie??

I named N's car Mr V due to it's brand.

I even named my 'kain batik busuk' as Lala.

Am I weird?? Nahh..I'm not weird..I'm just being creative :p

There were a kind of bacteria/animal/fungi at our home now and we don't know what that is! Scary! And it can move!! Double scary!! What to do?? It is not termite. *Goosebumps*

We made it up! Me and S. I texted her last night and she finally replied and we clarified things. Alhamdulillah..Hopefully no more drama in our friendship for this year. But, N already gave up with J. I don't know how to help her, I'm sorry.

Another week end is coming. Will spend in BA with my aunt and her cat, diddy.



Diddy



*Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

Back home at 0130am last night after a random movie night with N, watching Les Miserables! Habis miserable hidup nih rase..memanjang bernyanyi!!! Boleh kira dengan patah perkataan berapa banyak je diorg bercakap. She had warned me that the movie is musical but I thought it's not that bad lah because we already watched 1998 punye movie. Sekaliiiii Ya Allah....tanak dah tgok musical!! Looking forward for Die Hard yang baru..baru tengok trailer last night :)

From The Peak of Hong Kong, Feb 2012

You gotta get up and try try try !!

Never lose hope :)



For the very first time, I went to the bank before its opening time, eh nop! Second time actually. First time when I was queuing up for duit raya. Just now pegi korek ASB. And now its gone already. Hehe. For the good cause it's ok.

I don't know what will happen if we don't have friends anymore. Everything is falling apart right now. Me and my bestfriend, S, and N with hers, J. I don't know what went wrong. Maybe it was from us? I just don't want to care but it was a TEN years of friendship (for me). Is it worth nothing to her just because of ups and downs in our friendship? Haishhh I don't know.

Now need to focus on lose weight, new home and work (urghh!!).

A glimpse of us, me and N (Krabi, Jan 2013)
Just can't get enough of Krabi and Phuket :p

Berkobar-kobar bace journal today, kenapa ntah. New resolution? Nahh..never had one..huhu

Need to do something for this year. *Sigh*

Patong Beach Market, Dec 2012

Hehe..not sleepy anymore! Time to go home..enough for today :)

There will always be an up and down in friendship, no matter how close we were with them. Sometimes u just dont care and sometimes it bothers u so much. And I chose not to care anymore. Smiley face on this very new year :)

Patong Beach, Phuket Dec 2012

Phra Nang Beach, Krabi Jan 2013

The cruise disembarked in Phuket on 31st Dec at 12pm and we have to board the ship before 10pm. We just went sightseeing on Patong Beach and do some shopping.

In Krabi, we signed up for Krabi 4 islands tour. We went to Phra Nang Island, Tup Island, Chicken Island and I think the other one was Poda Island. Tup Island is the nicest one for me but the wave was rough and plus I was period! (Damnit!)

Tup Island, Krabi Jan 2013

Happy New Year Everyone! This year celebration was special, we were on cruise!! It was in Phuket at that time of new year.

Our ship!

New Year Celebration on the Ship!

It was perfect trip after all. So much to share but I'm just too lazy to type. Hehe