I finished all the works in the morning so that if any changes needed, I still have the afternoon to change it. Super busy after Raya. An event to attend to, luckily it is just here in the office but as the organizer, kenala berlari2 anak kesana kemari.

Life is good, relationship is great. N asked me to follow her outstation to the South after Raya. We'll see if it suits to my schedule. End of the August we'll go on the cruise. Finished my fellowship presentation yesterday. It went well. Alhamdulillah.

Sekarang tinggal berdua, tiap2 mlm tdoe luar layan movie before tdoe. As usual, I'll sleep first. While watching Revenge, N woke me up, no, not wake me up, more to sergah I but I didn't remember. She said I mad at her and as a result she just hit me because I didn't wake up. Kalau ada bom pun tak bangun kot??

Oh, I brought N to Chakri Palace for her birthday treat. Hadiah? Postpone sebab dia tatau dia nak ape. 

Chakri Palace, Pavilion, July 2014

It was a sad tragedy. Really2 sad. I have no words to say how sad I am. A month ago I remember departed from Amsterdam airport, I was so happy to go home, back to normal boring life but the feeling of boarding the flight to go home is just a very exciting moment. I never thought of being shot, the only thing that worries me about flying is just the turbulence. I'm scared of flying because I've experienced a really bad turbulence before. But never cross my mind that we can be shot in airspace! I never cry of any disaster, but this one, it broke my heart. Innalillah to all muslims and may others rest in peace..

## I postponed the entry for N's birthday

Mcm nak tulis tp tatau nak tulis ape. Merapu jela. Finished my lecture yesterday. 3 hari berturut2 ajar mende sama to different group of students. Lepas 1 bab. Next week ade lagi 1 kena present pasal my training hari tu to our group. I'm not good in explaining but I try my best. Next week N's birthday. I tade hadiah lagi huhuhu. Tapi dah reserve special place for our breakfast la. Tade la teruk benau gf nye ni haa.

I dah dapat deposit from landlord kat Scotland nun. Kaya sekejap la. Need to work out how to transfer money from my SV account to my account here. I just realized that I've lost my Italy's pictures!!!!

So, to recover, N and I planned to go to Italy in two years time. *Start kumpul duit*

Ah tension kalau hari jumaat, mesti ade mcm2 dgn kerja!! nanti la dah free nanti baru senang nak bercerita :(

Spain, April 2008

4 days of fasting, hari ni N kecundang tak bangun sahur.

Ah tade mood nak menulis. I was busy everyday since I got back. But today I malas! Next week I need to do lecturing 3-consecutive days! Work here and there bertaburan mcm hape.

Kat rumah pun busy, our housemate moved out officially last week. So just me and N for now and forever. We're not planning to get other people as I don't want to deal with bad behavior tenant! So we need to do some shopping for the empty room which we converted into study room (study sangat lah kan)

Nothing much exciting. More plan after Raya maybe?