Thursday 13 February 2014

She did it again. Worst. I am lost. I lost hope. I lost trust. I lost everything.
How could she do that to me? After all these years. She took me for granted.
For all the love I gave, for all the things we've been through.
I've been here for her. For as long as she needed me.
But this is overrated. How could she...
I don't know what to do.. I don't plan for this..I don't plan for Plan B..I don't plan to face this..
What I had with her, nothing can compare..
Her regret hurt me more..
Her regret do nothing good to me..
It already happened..
U can't turn it back to normal..
U can't change things as u wish..
U can't hurt me and heal it at the same time..
The damage is deep..it cut all through my heart..
How do we face this...

25 comments:

  1. err..what happen?

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  2. a phase i have to go through i guessed. hoping the pain will go away. thanks for asking :)

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  3. it should go away as soon as possible :) stay calm and smile..haha..

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  4. org y sama pernah komen dlm post y pergi bintulu buat sampling..hehe..why?

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  5. owh okay..saje tanya..misteri sangat anonymous..

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  6. sy suka komen atas nama anon..senang :)

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  7. ;) thanks for reading my crap..still in bintulu kah?

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  8. haha..xdala..sy suka membaca blog..haha..hanya komen d bbrpa blog y ada status "anon"..haha..xjuga..tp pernah berada d sana suatu ketika dahulu..plan pergi sana lg?

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  9. this year tak kot..kalau ada pun maybe end of year tu pun if project still jalan :)

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  10. projek apa sebenarnya?terlibat dgn industri minyak kt sana? -menyibuk kejap XD

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  11. Taklah..environmental sahaja.

    Dlu kerja minyak ke kat sana?

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  12. oo..sy xtahu apakah benda tu..haha..kerja minyak?xla..sy blaja smpai spm je..mana layak kerja minyak..hehe..just tahu bintulu bnyk hasilkn minyak..sbb dlu pernah ada kt sana familiar dgn nama mlng semua tu..hehe

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    1. Boleh aje kalau rezeki kan. Sana memg kampung mlng kan. So sekrg dekat mana?

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  13. aah..agak la..tp sana mahal la kos hidup..sewa rumah pun tinggi..ada d semenanjung..awk?esk xkeje eh?

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    1. Semenanjung jugak haha..esok tak keje..keje ke esok?kalau keje baik tdoe sekrg ;)

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    2. haha..timur kn?haha..lupa..esk sabtu..br sedar..haha..xla..xkeja..sbb tu rajin on9..haha..dh menyimpang jauh komen dlm post nh..haha..awk..blh remove verification word nh x?haha

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    3. takla..hehe..dah remove dah..leceh ek..

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    4. eh..bkn timur..selatan..typo xsengaja..haha..xla leceh tp rumit sikit..haha..mcm mana masalah awk dh selesai ke?

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    5. tak..sy bukan kat timur atau selatan..

      masalah belum selesai..still dalam pembaikan..hahah

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    6. klu bukan timur dan selatan..d utara la tu..haha..yeke..xpela..slow2..nnti baiklah tu..walhal..sy pn xtahu apa msalhnya :)

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    7. Awal eh online. Susahlah nak chat sini. Just email me k :)

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    8. haha..mesti la awl..bgun subuh lps tu dh xtido..haha..email?kt mana?haha

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    9. email kat sini cecediddy86@gmail.com :)

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  14. I hope you guys work things out. Good luck!

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