She did it again. Worst. I am lost. I lost hope. I lost trust. I lost everything.
How could she do that to me? After all these years. She took me for granted.
For all the love I gave, for all the things we've been through.
I've been here for her. For as long as she needed me.
But this is overrated. How could she...
I don't know what to do.. I don't plan for this..I don't plan for Plan B..I don't plan to face this..
What I had with her, nothing can compare..
Her regret hurt me more..
Her regret do nothing good to me..
It already happened..
U can't turn it back to normal..
U can't change things as u wish..
U can't hurt me and heal it at the same time..
The damage is deep..it cut all through my heart..
How do we face this...
err..what happen?
ReplyDeletea phase i have to go through i guessed. hoping the pain will go away. thanks for asking :)
ReplyDeleteit should go away as soon as possible :) stay calm and smile..haha..
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Deletetak..sy bukan kat timur atau selatan..
Deletemasalah belum selesai..still dalam pembaikan..hahah
klu bukan timur dan selatan..d utara la tu..haha..yeke..xpela..slow2..nnti baiklah tu..walhal..sy pn xtahu apa msalhnya :)
DeleteAwal eh online. Susahlah nak chat sini. Just email me k :)
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Deleteemail kat sini cecediddy86@gmail.com :)
DeleteI hope you guys work things out. Good luck!
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