I hate farewell! They treated me like a family (at least that what I felt at that moment). Seminggu dah kat rumah, on the same bed with N. We are trying to be a better us. Something bothering me lately, maybe PMS kot.

I miss Stirling. N cakap mesti aku akan rindukan diorg. And I said..ermm yeah a little bit..but truly, I'm missing them so much..I hope I can get rid of this feeling. I'm happy that I'm with N now but my work environment is not great. Hence, the missing part.

Dumyat, Stirling, May 2014

Penat badan dan otak! N dah siap berdengkur dari tadi kat Malaysia. I kept calling her since 4pm (UK Time). And she just called me back an hour later. She took flu medicine.

Quite a day today. Pagi tadi buat soil sample sikit then we went to do small mammal trapping. Interesting! Budak engineering tak pernah buat tu. It looked simple but there are lots u can learn from that. Had dinner with my SV, Dr David and my lab technician, Diana. I am happy working with them. Fun people to be with. After dinner we walked around the loch for 45 minutes. I think the longest walk I ever did! hahhaha..nasib baik tak sejuk sgt...rasa mcm lemak2 peha dah cair...I think something is going on between Diana and David..tp Diana dah ade bf and David just broke up with his 25-years-partner..Diana asked me about gay people in Malaysia before when she found out I don't have a bf and didn't have any intention to get married.. I told N this and showed N Diana's picture..N gelak and ckp Diana is pretty! 

Wallace Monument, Stirling, April 2014

I can't move my body now. I'm so tired. 

Ade tak org mati kebosanan? Semalam dah tawaf lagi sekali Thistle Mall tuh..tak smp separuh hari dah balik rumah...Hari ni planned nak pegi Glasgow tp bila tgok luar sgt sejuk and it's sunday, jadi malas pulak.

Next week la pegi sabtu..Next week, tuesday to thursday i'll be in Lancaster attending a seminar or conference i'm not sure.. Supposed i need to read some of reading materials tp malas ya ampun...I dah berjaya buka bank account.. my friend in London duk push beli ticket train for Bank Holiday nt..tggu la dapat bank card nt..

Motivation dah jatuh ke tahap zero huhuhu..N bantai tdoe dari mlm jumaat smp kelmarin...semlm I msk sup ayam dgn sayur goreng..yummy! hari ni try buat jacket potato sbb teringin hehehe...peti ais dah penuh..dah tak boleh beli pape dah..tp brg2 tu mcm dah expired..ade ke sayur expired? I tgok okey je tp dah lepas expired date..bantai la masuk perut sendiri jugak...Everytime balik school je nak singgah kedai runcit belakang rumah and mesti beli something..semlm pun pegi town sepatutnya tade benda dah nak beli tp i beli jgk brg merapu..Ni lah bahaya kalau jalan sesorg...I tend to beli brg..I balik rumah I bukak ebay and amazon..I rasa mau bankrap kalau I sesorg sampai 3bulan ni! Semlm beli candle and clip rambut..boleh?

Loch Airthrey, Stirling, March 2014

Sejuk giler kat luar ni kalau dlm rumah pun keluar asap! Aah I tak pasang heater, jimat! Beli baju lagi bagus heheh

I did some shopping today. Oh not some, lots of them! Woke up early as usual, pukul 930 dah ade kat town. Gigihnya! Sampai town, beli breakfast kat Gregs sbb tingat dlu sllu mkn dgn N.

Masuk New Look. Happy giler! Masuk Primark, berganda happy. By 11am I dah habis round mall. Orang pun tak ramai..beza dgn Nottingham dlu ramai org..Tayah nak berebut pun try2..I berjaya beli rice cooker! So hari ni mkn nasi lagi. Diet ke jamban!

Stirling, March 2014 

Nice weather right? So lepas beli ayam, rice cooker, jeans and bag, I balik rumah. Pastu keluar balik konon nak amik angin pastu singgah kedai blkg beli sayur and lain2. Jalan punya jalan, masa tu tgh whatsapp dgn N,  I stop dkt bus stop jap. Pastu ade bus benti and bukak pintu. I pun terpaksa naik, tanya dia nak gi city ke, dia cakap yes, I pun okeylah pegi city lagi sekali la. Haishhhh

Tp ade jugak tujuan, I pegi tesco. Hehehehe..I borong banyak groceries stock utk sebulan kot? Maybe utk 3bulan terus hahah..then amik cab balik rumah...

Bridge of Allan, March 2014

Esok tatau dah nak gi mana..Huwaaa bosaannn sesorg!

Apa nak cerita after almost a week i've been here? everyday i went to school..yeah my training is in Uni.

At first rasa mcm get back to Uni mcm budak sekolah just tak terikat dengan kelas and u have to go back at 5. Macam boleh je nak blah awal tp segan sbb all my colleagues balik kol 5.

I got an office mixed with some of post-grad and post-doc students. But I attached more to lab. Pening dengan building structure dia. Pusing2 and all of schools are there. Nasib baik cepat pick up hehe

So yesterday I went to town. Bought some necessary stuff, I mean really2 necessary sbb I tak bwk towel, sikat and only few undies. Dahla letrik pakai prepaid, I kept on looking at the meter. Heater pun electric so merasa la sejuk mlm2 and pagi2. Kalau tak tahan sgt baru bukak. Mau pneumonia balik malaysia nanti.

I tried to get in touch with N as much as possible. Kadang skype, whatsapp, sending pictures of us. Yeap to keep us alive. **nangis**

Tomorrow is my first weekend. Semlm one of the technician, Neil, he said he asked Diana, another technician, to keep me accompany on this weekend. Let's see how. Bank account tak bukak lagi, and I tade rice cooker! Semlm ade 1 kedai pakistan, I bought nasi and chicken tikka masala. Lega gila mkn nasi. Hahahah...bajet cool la tanak makan nasi..lom seminggu dah kalah. How?? And all the rempahs I brought here mcm takkan masak je..baru guna sambal ikan bilis je..byk lagi tu yg lain..malas la nak masak..makan ape yg senang..huhu..k la time to go to school..laters

Hamik ni dlu..teaser!

Stirling Castle, Stirling March 2014