tetibe teringat bestfriend lama..she is still my bf, but we dont contact each other that much. her birthday is the same with N, July 14th! She got married to i dont know who but it was a match-made wedding. afterall i think shes happy with her decision after what she has gone through with her ex. i miss her very much. i started close to her since form 2, almost 13 years ago.

i senang dgn dia. suka bercerita dengan dia and she layan je i yg suke bercakap mende bukan2 ni. it started when i asked her to teach me mathematics (i bodoh math dulu and sangat2 amazed dia pandai math).. and i taught her english (not that i'm good but booleeyyy la)... then we were close until form 3. form 4 i pindah pegi MRSM and she went to sekolah teknik. sedih sgt terpaksa berpisah dgn dia. i sangat2 tension dkt MRSM, ended up i dont have any close friend. what funny was that ktrg penah jeles2 with each other after we became very close. if tetibe i close with someone else, she'll get jealous and vice versa. it was just a plain friendship and nothing else. SUMPAH tak tipu.

she never told me anything about her family untill i knew some story about her dad. my dad told me. ktrg satu kampung so the story spread. and later i knew her sibling's problems. she didn't open up to me. that was the thing that i regretted until now. i'm not a very good friend sampaikan i tak perasan pun dia ada problem, when it comes to my problem, dia lah yang i carik2. now, she is a chemistry teacher in johor. i hope she is happy with her life now. there are so many things that i want to tell her but i just want to see her happy and i dont want to bother her with my boring story anymore. i love u E and thank you for being in my life and u still have that spot in my heart.



Spain, March 2008



Cordoba, Spain, March 2008